G-U-R-F-E-R

Deducting the S from the front of a word and adding a G has become a strong ‘payout’ for the female activists known as surfers.  The recently discovered term ‘Gurfer” one that could only be thought of by a group male surfers. Why? Because no other group with in society have such unimaginative minds, lack a great deal of inelegance and no one has such a bland vocabulary. Of course when I say all this I am talking to a small minority of self centred sex driven male surfers and I do understand there a many out there whom have an acceptable level of respect for women and there chosen activities.  I remain unsure as to what satisfaction they receive out of a six-letter word. Is it their continuously growing ego’s that strike them with such a sexist nature! I believe so. The excess testosterone that follows the Australasian junior series is a prime example of such behaviour. We may not posses such traits as there Friday night ‘fuck buddies’ but as human beings we are on the same level. From this we draw the conclusion that self-centred testosterone is the key success when aiming to increase ego size and dick head status. So honestly boys when your level of maturity begins developing at the same pace as your ego then I will refer to you as men but until then… NO ONE THINKS BIG OF YOU! 

365 days passed and 365 to come. 

I am sure i’m not the only one that on the 1/1/11  will sit and crucify themselves between the two thieves, the regret of the past year and the fear of the next. I say Screw 2010 and all the occurrences of such a year and enter the next with a clear mind.

The over used and over rated goal setting known as a new years resolution.   I want to loose 10kg, I want to quit smoking; I will only drink once a week, I will exercise once a day.

All these new goals people set internationally that have a new burst of motivation that comes with the new year which tends to fade quite rapidly as we venture into a new year. I am not a strong believer in the new years resolution but see it as a time to your mind of all thoughts and start a new.

My first day of the new year will be spent in Victoria with some amazing people and from there I look to not fear the tomorrow but live the today.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

If something makes you depressed is it really worth it? 

BUT

If failing at something makes you so upset then you must really love it.

I am not going to wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles and less than perfect conditions that I will face. So what! I will get started now. With each step I take I will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self confident and more and more successful.

I remember the days we spent together,

Were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming

Except we always woke up,

Never thought not having you here now

Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are 

Holding you tonight

I remember the time you sat and told me

About your Jesus, and how not to look back

Even if no one believes us

When it hurts so bad, sometimes

Not having you here

Its not how hard you can kick, its how well you can rebound after being kicked that makes a person!